Talking to certain people, i feel like i have a hard time trusting them. Him. The past is the past yes, but tbh this is someone i ended up feeling like i was too much and not enough with.
I feel like being honest with him is being vulnerable. And the last time I was vulnerable with him, i was too much.

Too much and not enough.

And talking to him, i realise that i like talking. I’m not a teenager anymore, so i know better now. But, when i give my honest thoughts, and he takes over a day to reply, I feel like that teenager again.
And I’m old enough now to not put myself in that position, again.

I am enough.
I am not too much.
And he doesn’t have to agree, but that’s not up to him.

Grace and peace,